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name = Darkness
email = xxxxxxx
phone = Hospice Care
Story = I received a phone call telling me that one of my best friends was in
the hospital, not doing so well but talking , I call the hospital and talk to him.
He told me that he was doing Ok but could not eat we talk about how long he
thinks he would be in there and he was going to have surgery on his neck, I
told him I would call him after he gets out to see how he was doing. My friend
never woke up after surgery he went in to a coma, the doctor said that he
was full of cancer and he was taken to a hospice care. We've been friends
for 35 years, he never once told me how sick he was. I was mad and hurt how
could he do this to me, not once thinking about what he was going through
all these years knowing he had cancer, not asking friends for help, what
could I have done for him. I will never forgive my slef for not going to see him
in the hospital, every time I think of him , I feel a pain around my heart.
email = xxxxxxx
phone = Hospice Care
Story = I received a phone call telling me that one of my best friends was in
the hospital, not doing so well but talking , I call the hospital and talk to him.
He told me that he was doing Ok but could not eat we talk about how long he
thinks he would be in there and he was going to have surgery on his neck, I
told him I would call him after he gets out to see how he was doing. My friend
never woke up after surgery he went in to a coma, the doctor said that he
was full of cancer and he was taken to a hospice care. We've been friends
for 35 years, he never once told me how sick he was. I was mad and hurt how
could he do this to me, not once thinking about what he was going through
all these years knowing he had cancer, not asking friends for help, what
could I have done for him. I will never forgive my slef for not going to see him
in the hospital, every time I think of him , I feel a pain around my heart.
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Phone: Darkness
topic: 1) Betrayal
were' like soul mates I thought, we have three kids 4, 3 and 1, and I love them
a lot but I found out from my friend, she started seeing one of my old friends
and lieing to me where she was going, what she was doing, people would
call me and tell me they saw her out, I would check her phone and she was
always texing him, I ask her about all this, she at first denied it, I show her the
tex on her phone, she told me she was just out having fun, I ask why is it
because we have three kids and it's hard for us to go out, she said no, but i
know its true, does she want to be a mom or is it all about her and fun. I stay
at home with the kids and pay all the bills, she work also. I'm good to her and
my kids, i'm trying to give her what ever I can, I have not cheated on her and
don't want to. She said she would stop but is she lieing to me, I want to trust
her but can I, I still love her, sometime i can't sleep at night it's been one
week and she said nothing is going on. I can't talk to her about this because
she do'nt understand how betrayed I feel.
topic: 1) Betrayal
were' like soul mates I thought, we have three kids 4, 3 and 1, and I love them
a lot but I found out from my friend, she started seeing one of my old friends
and lieing to me where she was going, what she was doing, people would
call me and tell me they saw her out, I would check her phone and she was
always texing him, I ask her about all this, she at first denied it, I show her the
tex on her phone, she told me she was just out having fun, I ask why is it
because we have three kids and it's hard for us to go out, she said no, but i
know its true, does she want to be a mom or is it all about her and fun. I stay
at home with the kids and pay all the bills, she work also. I'm good to her and
my kids, i'm trying to give her what ever I can, I have not cheated on her and
don't want to. She said she would stop but is she lieing to me, I want to trust
her but can I, I still love her, sometime i can't sleep at night it's been one
week and she said nothing is going on. I can't talk to her about this because
she do'nt understand how betrayed I feel.